Help is on the way?? (I really hope so)

I now notice that I post more entries when my back hurts. I am extremely sore today. A continuation from yesterday... I was on my feet for 3 hours baking today & I should have known. Thank god for the heating pad! I hope I'm better tomorrow. Days like this I know I need these upcoming operations but I am tired of trying to be brave. I'm scared out of my mind.....& everything hurts .........